The Beginning

Honestly, I have no clue as to what I am actually doing but here goes nothing. I am a twenty year old girl struggling to love myself just like any other person. I have been through some things most haven't, but I have also been blessed enough to not go through things that others have. [...]



We always hear the Serenity Prayer: "God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference." - Reinhold Niebuhr   It's not easy, and if it was would it need to be prayed for? Probably not. I'm not the most [...]

choosing you

First and foremost I just have to say this, if you're looking for advice on the quickest, easiest way to loose weight, close the page. Weight loss is not meant to be a quick an easy process, you didn't gain all your weight overnight and you're definitely not going to lose it overnight. This is [...]

Stop Being Afraid to Say the S word and D Word

Say it. Talk about it. Acknowledge it. Stop beating around the bush. The only way to make something stop happening, is understanding why it does happen. You can't solve an equation if you don't know what all is being put into it. Sure, you can plug things in here and there, maybe it works this [...]

An Explanation

It is midnight and I am yet again sleepless for the second night in a row, not that I get much sleep at night these days anyways. I have decided to apply for school at Texas Woman's University, pending acceptance I will go there next fall. What I desire is to be home next semester, [...]

Stop Blaming Yourself

Guilt. It's something we feel when we've done something wrong and we know that it was wrong. But the most agitating thing is feeling guilty, when it wasn't your fault. I don't mean the instance where you did something wrong, yet deny that you did. I mean those times that you couldn't have changed a [...]